love sick

the travail of my eye

It does not surprise me. Does not come as a shock. Its just what I have come to expect. I am not a fool. I'm promised other things, so what does a promise hold? Trust. How does one go trusting when the trust gets thrown out the door. How will this dance of life go? How much grace do I have to permit or exude through me to you. Am I weak for love? I feel that the love will win it all; conquer over all. I don't like being burned and scared, but I have to stand among the fire to live my life. Will you stand with me, truly with me? Out for all to see? Proudly. Protectively, when needed. I don't want to go alone, but I will if my life-my soul requires it. What is your answer?

yes its a cartoon....but!

So I am subjected to cartoons in the morning. Some which are very annoying, but my son loves them and smiles and does the happy dance. Just going to come out and say it, the one in question this morning is Dora. So they are getting on a carousel (with all the pretty horses) and they make sure you see this brass ring (so I want to know what little kid is going to know what brass is?) on a pole that is beside the carousel. The object is that when you are on the carousel you reach out and touch this ring OUTSIDE of the carousel so you can receive tickets! So any carousel ride I have been on you are not supposed to reach out and move of any kind, espeically the kids! What is this teaching our children! Oh its ok to reach out while your on an amusment ride and grab objects that are stationary while you are going around because it might give you tickets and maybe they are magical!
Now dont get me wrong Im all for imagination, fairys and magical langd. I was one to have a very vivid imagination as a child and I still do, but you still have to be safe and produce a safe enviroment for your child to use theirs with out being tramatize and getting thier arm ripped off as they reach for the BRASS RING to get magical tickets!

oh the balderdash(ness) of it

Ok so who takes and then post 63 pictures of a first haircut? Just curious. Seems a little extreme, 63 photos for a hair cut. Just a haircut and your kid freaken out. Photos that prove your child is indeed a brat. Yes im not joking, 63 photos.

craft-illusions

I love to be crafty, or I guess rather do crafts - sew, cook, paint, diy, garden...you name it and I want to try it or have tried it.
Found many books this morning that would be beneficial and so inspiring to the imagination not to mention a great addition to the library. But alas, they are so dang expensive!
Here are just a few of the ones I like, just the crafty ones. There were DIY, baking and cooking ones as well.

Since its nap time here, not for me. But it is my time to get in that daily cleaning in as fast as I can and dream of the books and crafts I can and will do in the future!
till another post -becks

before im off to bed...

I have decided tonight that life is more fun if you live in reality-be truthful and honest.
Really, rather then being fake or trying to please everyone and basically lying to yourself and everyeone else.
Live in reality, its fun! Its lot more fun then the drama and lies, associated with thoes and yourself when you cannot be truthful with yourself.
Just my tidbit for tonight :O) off to try and get some sleep without wakefullness before the morning.

im just gettin it all off my chest, then breath in...and out

YES THESE ARE ALL VERY RANDOM AND AN ON GOING BLOG.

1. If your gonna be a friend, or consider me your "friend" at least talk to me somehow or somewhere!

2. I do not like little dogs. Mainly because I can hear my neighbors THROUGH the baby monitor because we can hear them through the vents in the wall. Nice ehh?

3. If you dont have a fence for you dog, dont take it into your neighbors yard to do the duty.

4. Ok people, isle in stores are like driving-makes it SO much easier. Right side up, left side down.

5. Yes I have big boobs, can you please look at my face, I dont cop-a-feel when I pass by you!